Just to give vent.....?

yea sometimes we go thru a down or as i call it a "rest" in our life. It seem like nothing is going the way we want it to, its like we are just standing still...I to feel like that right now, the only thing is i have a wonderful family but im lonely...yesterday was a beautiful sunny day, after church, got home, i left my husband and sons, and drove to the park and just sat there for 1 hour which seem much longer then that. I dont remember the last time i was "in love" and i wonder if i could love again. My husband knows that i dont love him but he told me he would make me love him or he will grow old trying...Still not in love but i care a lot for him...so just think that this is your "rest time" and life will get better 1 DAY...lol...good luck guy